Whats the reality? that the minute everyone around me decided to move, stop pretending being friend, – I found myself very lost but confuse leading me to bring negative thoughts into my mind, taking my soul to a darker place that I wasn’t interesting to explore at all. – But I did ended up there thanks to all those friends, acquaintance, colleagues and fuck bodies. When I notice everyone was gone… I realize that it was time to know myself in and out, to fall in love with life but to heal all those chacos by finding happiness with God and The Universe. I understand what needs to be done but I keep procrastinating. We do not have that much time to be wasting in order to make it at a certain age.
Thats another thing … We worry so much about the future that we do not enjoy the present.
What happens when you do not like the present? -You have to love it, Enjoy every single second. Fall in love with yourself.
The future… We must get out of our comfort zone. We must step out… Get to feel uncomfortable, get to be embarrassed, get to be a mess
We will learn but incorporate better understanding of those around us. But first we must be in love with ourselves.
I found myself alone after 25 years… I feel like I am falling in love, I feel happy more often, I feel that every day I get to put myself in a better discipline to be more transparent, clean but free of any evil force. -That holds people to not keep moving on but growing physical but spiritual.
The battler is in my mind… but I will implement an amazing discipline to be closer to the light but his marcy.
I wonder, How do we know when we are taking the right decision?
I hope that those decisions don’t affect those who loves us.
I don’t want to cause any pain to nobody.
I want to follow my desire.
I want to go away with you.
I want to be free and rejoice my soul in your majestic.
I wonder, I wonder when that would happen?
Why I can’t get any closer?