Tag Archives: Hurt

Whats the reality? that the minute everyone around me decided to move, stop pretending being friend, – I found myself very lost but confuse leading me to bring negative thoughts into my mind, taking my soul to a darker place that I wasn’t interesting to explore at all. – But I did ended up there thanks to all those friends, acquaintance, colleagues and fuck bodies. When I notice everyone was gone… I realize that it was time to know  myself in and out, to fall in love with life but to heal all those chacos by finding happiness with God and The Universe. I understand what needs to be done but I keep procrastinating. We do not have that much time to be wasting in order to make it at a certain age.

Thats another thing … We worry so much about the future that we do not enjoy the present.

What happens when you do not like the present? -You have to love it, Enjoy every single second. Fall in love with yourself.

The future… We must get out of our comfort zone. We must step out… Get to feel uncomfortable, get to be embarrassed, get to be a mess

We will learn but incorporate better understanding of those around us. But first we must be in love with ourselves.

I found myself alone after 25 years… I feel like I am falling in love, I feel happy more often, I feel that every day I get to put myself in a better discipline to be more transparent, clean but free of any evil force. -That holds people to not keep moving on but growing physical but spiritual. 

The battler is in my mind… but I will implement an amazing discipline to be closer to the light but his marcy.  

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Bye

Nos conocimos de casualidad en una noche de aventura, nuestro sentimientos se ligaron sin darnos cuenta.

Una persona con un corazon dulce y noble, tratando de seducirme.

-Tengo miedo de volver a vivir en un mundo  atados a otra persona.

Sus besos me cautivan, pero nunca se lo demostre, trato de huir de su presencia pero la esencia de su saliva me ata.

Ahora, todo esta claro. ha decidido marcharse de mi vida y no saber mas nada de mi.

Por una razon u otra me siento triste, siento que una parte de mi se va.

Aquellas noches de pasion y lujiria ahora quedaran en el pasado.

Dejas una huella dentro de mi corazon. Siempre te voy a recordar.

Siempre sera aquella mina, que con su forma de ser me conquisto desde el primer momento que intercambiamos mirada en la entrada del  bar.

Una ves mas entiendo que todo tiene su final, que las personas llegan a nuestras vidas para sembra una semilla ya sea buena o negativa. Al final de la jornada en nuestros corazones va a permanecer lo que hemos compartido juntos.

Espero que un dia puedas entender…

Te quiero.

En tan corto tiempo lograste crear sentiemientos y ponerme a la defenciva con el pasar de los dias.

Una ves mas le doy la espalda a lo que pudo ser.