Whats the reality? that the minute everyone around me decided to move, stop pretending being friend, – I found myself very lost but confuse leading me to bring negative thoughts into my mind, taking my soul to a darker place that I wasn’t interesting to explore at all. – But I did ended up there thanks to all those friends, acquaintance, colleagues and fuck bodies. When I notice everyone was gone… I realize that it was time to know myself in and out, to fall in love with life but to heal all those chacos by finding happiness with God and The Universe. I understand what needs to be done but I keep procrastinating. We do not have that much time to be wasting in order to make it at a certain age.
Thats another thing … We worry so much about the future that we do not enjoy the present.
What happens when you do not like the present? -You have to love it, Enjoy every single second. Fall in love with yourself.
The future… We must get out of our comfort zone. We must step out… Get to feel uncomfortable, get to be embarrassed, get to be a mess
We will learn but incorporate better understanding of those around us. But first we must be in love with ourselves.
I found myself alone after 25 years… I feel like I am falling in love, I feel happy more often, I feel that every day I get to put myself in a better discipline to be more transparent, clean but free of any evil force. -That holds people to not keep moving on but growing physical but spiritual.
The battler is in my mind… but I will implement an amazing discipline to be closer to the light but his marcy.
Con el transcurso de los anos el ser humano aprende de cada unos de sus errores dependiendo la situación de la persona. El tiempo pasa tan rápidamente que si no estamos alerta de aquellos que nos rodean no podremos identificar los comportamientos de aquellos con la cual compartimos nuestro tiempo pero que a la ves construimos recuerdo inonlvidables la cual marcan nuestra vida completamente. Aquellos que nos rodean obtienen un gran significado en nuestras vidas ya que cada ser humano vive con cierta habilidad mental que necesita ser expandida. Cuando aquellos cercanos a nosotros nos hacen sentir cualquier tipo de sentimientos negativos en nuestras vidas es una muestra de que tenemos que ser apartados teniendo en cuenta que no podemos crear ningún tipo resentiemiento hacia aquellos que nos hacen sufrir pero que a la ves no hacen mas fuete y mas astuto en medio de la sociedad. -Si tu eres una persona que sientes que tus “amigos” no te valoran de la forma en la que tu deseas ser valorada y admirada lo mejor es cortar desde cero, apartarnos de aquellos que hacen que pasemos por un momento desagradable física pero mentalmente. En realidad es una forman en la cual permitimos que nuestra mente y percepcion sea expandida, -por que obtamos por eliminar todo lo que nos permita crecer como persona. No permitamos que ningunos de nuestros círculos sociales nos retenga a crecer como persona, que el resentimiento y todo lo que cause tristeza, decepción pero mas que todo estancamiento espiritual tenemos que ser sumamente astuto para combatir con el estancamiento físico pero espiritual.
I wonder, How do we know when we are taking the right decision?
I hope that those decisions don’t affect those who loves us.
I don’t want to cause any pain to nobody.
I want to follow my desire.
I want to go away with you.
I want to be free and rejoice my soul in your majestic.
I wonder, I wonder when that would happen?
Why I can’t get any closer?
http://https://soundcloud.com/angkris/ready-for-love-india-arieToday its one of those days when I find myself here, all alone in this empty room holding my heart to start moving like a river trough my eyes.
Theres nobody at the moment who can help me.
Theres nobody around…
No one to help comform my soul, Except God but I’m not even closer to his grace.
I am completely lost.
I am hopeless.
I am deep inside darkness.
My soul is hold to something unknown that it kills me evryday by leading me to react to my needs.
I call for help!
My soul and mind needs are needed the perfect peace.
I don’t want to end this myself, I will let God and the Universe to take control of my life.
Where would I go if I end this up myself?
I need the love, I need the strength.
I am all here alone.
I will try to stay aware, Im not ready to leave these world without experiecing the real LOVE that God offer.
A Great Motivation With Out Numbers
In life, we have to go through many experiences, but the goal is to learn from them and overcome difficult moments. Most of the time, we tell ourselves that in order to become better people we have to take a moment to listen to those we love. I have to agree with that belief. In order for people to understand what this common phrase means, they have to live it, or else they are never going to understand what I am talking about. I would say my mother is a great example. My mother has always been the greatest motivation I have ever had in my life. I am very thankful to have an amazing mother. There are things I do not understand in life, but she is able to give me interpretations, and motivation, in order to keep going.
Today, I am walking to get a grade from my math class. I am not going to say that I hate math, since “hate” is a very strong word, It’s one that can be tossed around pretty heavily without much regard for what it means or how it can strike certain people, but I am not the best when it comes to numbers. My mother knows that, as well. While I am walking, I enjoy the air that is kissing my skin. My heart is beating very quickly. I notice that I am sweating, because I am scared to fail math. I know I did my best in order to pass, but the negativity in my mind is always there. I am finally here, waiting for my professor to call my name so I can hear my grade. Now is when I start to sweat quickly. When I finally hear my name, I start shaking. I tell myself to control my feelings; everything will be fine, and I should stay positive. My professor tells me that I failed. In this moment, I want to start running in the hallways. I want to cry in front of my professor. However, if I do not control myself, I will look like a crazy person who does not know how to behave. I listen to what my professor has to tell me. While I am walking out, I decide that I do not want to come back to school. I am very disappointed. I can not believe I am losing a whole semester because I did not pass, but, like I said before, everything happens for a reason.
I go to my house, because I am sad. My mother tells me it is time for dinner. While we are having dinner, my mother notices that I look very quiet and disappointed. I was not planning to tell her what was going on, since I did not want to upset her, and she might think I was not going to school to study. At the end of dinner, I decide to tell her what happened. My mother tells me, “In life, people make mistakes and people fail, but that does not mean that you give up. In order to succeed, you will face a lot of things that you will not be able to understand yet. You just failed a class; that is not a reason to give up so easily. Register for the next math class, and ask for tutoring. Now is when you have to do things differently. Change seats, change your environment, and try new study techniques. That will help.” I listened to what my mother tells me, and I have no words to tell her how impressed I am by what she is telling me. Now, I understand things better. If people do not share their conflicts and worries with the loved ones when thing are happening, they would not be able to over come and learn so quickly.
Time goes by so quickly. I am walking again to get my grades. This time, the sun is kissing my face. I am not sweating like the first time I did this. Now, the professor is telling me I passed the class with good grades. I must say, listening to my mother always leads me to a great path. Her motivation was so unique and powerful, that I was able to stay focused and understand things better. She told me, “Change your environment.” Now, if something bad happens I will be able to over come that situation by keeping in mind what my mother taught me. I realize that no matter what happens in life, we always have to stay positive. If I did not pass my first math class I would not be able to understand why I must keep going even if I failed at a task. I learned that sharing things with my family, I am able to find support and resolution. Furthermore, humans tend to think that problems do not have resolutions in life. On the other hand, that is why it is convenient to be able to count with a family member, since they can have that mysterious answer or support that we might be looking for. Now, I can relate to what people mean when they that everything happen for a reason.
Juan Armando Ramos